理性支配意志，意志支配感情

We got stuck in a new problem, the third software Architect. The major function is to build model of a building and calculate materials used automatically. But the decorative system is different with Chinese style so that we cannot use it directly. Mor...

Today I install another instant messenger Google Talk on my laptop. The skin is very attractive but there was no one online. I just want to talk with someone to test GT maybe it will be more funny than MSN or Yahoo!Messenger.

I’ve f...

Someday I just want to kill him but another sound said it’s not rational. We’re not boy anymore. Everything might be down by God. Just follow it.

So I think I have to sort it for myself. Build a system for my personal work here...

We almost there but the machine got stuck this afternoon with some fresh problems which Alan cannot solve it. I just want to get out his situation because I am enough. I need sport and love such as close touch from baby.

So, seems the point is that the English ability is the key to make progress for everything here. If, Jim and my English is good enough, we would solve all problems more quick. Actually, my listening ability is still not good. I just can understand half...

Sometime i feel i will die in the short future by something tragic;sometime i told myself i should be more stronger and accept all of what God gave me. i don't know why.

When I feel weak, David just push then I feel he is a monster. When I...

Today is the second day of Alan’s arrival. There are still lots of problems that we haven’t solved including software and machine. Sometime I just doubt the capability of the shit head. He always makes mess by his self-willed then he always...

Yesterday I dreamed about the technician of FramCAD. It’s a yellow face guy like a Chinese and we needn’t to talk with him in English. I cannot recall the entire dream but I just know all of the dreams last night are full with the Chinese technician. T...

David said foreign technicians will arrive at tomorrow afternoon. We prepare for it today in our office. Sometime David just pissed me off easily. Someone told me that David is only a peasant which I have met it for several times. He never knows what ...

23/01/10

When I finished, I felt a little sick then I dialled the number of babywang but I didn’t get what I want. Masturbation is shit but I have been very similar to it. Every time when I finished, I told myself that I will never d...

I decide to go hospital to examine my pharynx tomorrow or I will make an X radial examination. I don’t want that babywang receive an ill husband. I want that I can communicate with her healthily. It’s for her, my baby.

We conti...

21/01/10 20:32

Today the weather got a suddenly down from 20 Celsius to 5 Celsius which really makes us feel cold. Thin raining with heavy wind and low temperature, this is a typically winter day. Recently we often talk a theme about David...

20/01/10  night

today i got refresh because i trust myself that i can conquer every obstacle to the peak of success.
i spent less time on BBS which is a good news to my soul because that means this guy is going to be a better man...

Today I was depressed by Jimmy’s word. He said he heard me said some curse word such as fuck, shit when I was sleeping in the night. Sounds sucks, which means I was under huge pressure and nervous inside. I don’t want be a weak guy who alwa...

Last weekend I backed to home to see mum and dad. Mum told me that she has saved the big sum of the money as a fixed deposit and only one thousand left which means she needs my money. I said nothing to her because I have no money in my big purse. ...